On the Rez at long Last

A couple days ago my parents and I made the seventeen hour voyage to my new home, the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation.  I met four of the other volunteers (Claire, Liz, Anna, Greg) and settled into my new home.  This morning I got to see my classroom.  It is flipping HUGE!  It's seriously the old gym, has a massive supply closet that's three times as big as my room in Valpo, and has it's own library.  Talk about epic!  When I went in, I couldn't believe that it's my class.  Twenty little Lakota Sioux children will walk in that door in less than a month.  I'm a bit overwhelmed at the large supply amount which the old kindergarten teacher left behind.  My rents and I managed to move all of the furniture around to make the phonics, math, play, and social science "centers".  I couldn't even begin to think about all of the actual decorating until they repaint part of my room anyway.

After dinner, I had to say goodbye to my mom and dad.  It was harder for my mom then I expected. I was really proud of her for not crying, but I could tell in the hug that she gave me.  We are very close and since I'm the youngest that makes it worse for her in a way.  From what they said, both are extremely glad that we drove out together.  My mom and dad definitely understand the Rez life a whole lot better.  They feel safer leaving me out in this area and know what more to expect.

I absolutely love SoDak so far.  The weather changes are intense but so fun to watch.  Yesterday it was sunny and then all the sudden golf ball sized hail fell from the heavens.  Last year when I went to Nebraska, I had a funny feeling that it was where I belonged.  Look at me know, right on the SoDak/NE border.  My life has changed so much since last summer. Well, even from the Fall.  I'm a better and stronger me then I've ever been.  After alot of praying, I've decided to use the counseling services at the school.  I don't want to get back into my old habits and in a place like this it could happen all too quickly.

The Trust Bead

My last week at camp was filled with humitity, laughter, triumps, tears, and hugs.  Yesterday was the best day at camp I've ever had. Our team won Color Wars.  CW is a week long battle between five teams with competition and laughter.  Since our team won, Mike Lang (the assistant Lake Village director) asked for one of the counselors from our team to come up and to sign the unifying shield.  We elected the Pathfinder cord, Ben, to go up.  As Ben starting walking, Mike said that I should come up and sign it.  He told the whole village it was my last week and that I would be missed.  I was in shock.  Never ever have I felt so valued at camp as a counselor.  It finally clicked that I did what I came to do this summer:  I've made a difference on the kids and the village as a whole. :)

I gave my heart to God this summer.  He has taught me so much and proved that He indeed has a sense of humour.  My time at Camp Tecumseh isn't over.  Somehow I know God will bring me back there next summer in some shape or form.  In Summer 2009, I chose to work on trusting God to do His will.  My life was turned upside down and although there was pain, He has shown me just how much He will give in return.  It's a beautiful thing.  God has placed so many new friends in my life.  Nothing has ever felt this right.  I'm not nervous about moving out to SoDak anymore.  I know that I'm on God's path and in Him, I'm enough.

Apple Carmel Pops at the Bottom of the Trunk

Week 5- Best Cabin of My Life

Last week was the best I've ever had at Camp Tecumseh.  Our cabin full of ten Warrior girls clicked so well that I couldn't convince them to blend with other cabins during lunch or trading post time.  Both my partner Mariah and I had so much fun.  Let's just say on Sunday, I laughed more than I did all of our Pathfinder week.  We all knew it would be a magical week after that.  All of our girls were awkward, silly, and clumsy.  This combination made us all closer and bare so much of our hearts that week.

Here are some of my favorite memories in list form, again:

1.  Someone spilled their juice, water, or milk during every single meal that week. 
2.  Doing a Trust Hike after being rained out from another activity and getting to see a huge beaver in the process.
3.  Bonding so well with the pair of twins that they came back to visit us three different times on Checkout Day.  They couldn't handle the thought of leaving us behind.
4.  Getting princess kiddie celebration tablecloth, paper plates, and paper cups for lunch because we love our kids so much.
5.  Seeing my friend Rob jam out on his guitar during chapel.
6.  Having Olivia, one of the twins, always come up to me to hold hand while we walked from place to place.
7.  Seeing these ten girls bond more than I've ever seen in my three years as a counselor.  I guarantee they will ALL be counselors when they become old enough.
8.  Being ambushed by a whole family of raccoons while on the Mohave porch.
9.  Mariah drooling when she got excited during mail time/meals.
10.  My kids thinking I went out on the porch at night to talk to myself.
11.  My old partner Slick came to visit during Campfire and laughing/cringing during Alligator

One last week....

Rock the Boat

Week 4-Pathfinder Week

15 out of the 20 Lake Village cabins became Pathfinders this past week.  This meant that my cabin housed ten 14 year olds.  I had five out of the ten at some point in the last two years.  They each were great individually, but when you put them all together it turned into a week long catfight.  Even though I know that I'm in the Warrior unit (12-13 year olds) for a reason at camp, this was the time to experience something new and be out of my element.  I'm thankful that I could finally do activities with my close friends in the Pfinder unit.  Although it was a stressful and demanding week, I grew stronger as a person and counselor.  Only two more weeks at my favorite place on earth but I plan on soaking up as much Camp T. as possible!
Highlights from the week:

1.  Playing the epic game of Empire and getting third place
2.  Finally getting to eat a hobo dinner
4.  Getting a care package from one of my Week 2 campers
3. Making a connection with a old camper about her fight with depression
4.  Doing a combined devotion with Paiute cabin and my friend Cassy
5.  Getting all of my parent letters done before Friday night
6.  Wearing the pink Pfinder shirt
7.  Playing with a bulldog on Saturday morning
8.  Having a failed sleepout at the Suspension Bridge
9.  Getting to bring Josh, Cassy and Ray Ray home with me this weekend
10.  Spending four hours at the beach yesterday

This is the second to last time that I'll be at home for a long time.  As we drove through Valpo, I realized how much this place meant to me.  Maybe I can bring a little bit of home and camp out with me to the Rez :)  Only 2.5 more weeks until I'm out in SoDak!

Shoot, watch out where that pig is aiming

Week 3 Roses

-Seeing eleven campers from my Summer 2009 Wyandot cabin
-Having three of those in my clinics and getting daily hugs from them
-One child told me that he remembers me from a cookout last year.  Apparently I got mad because the boys wouldn't help and i said that Zach was just bitter because he hadn't gone through puberty yet.  I distinctly remember it and still find it funny
-Having a hour long tearful talk with one of two of my best camp friends, Cassy and Marie
-Making decoupaged notes for the new counselors to help them get through the week
-Doing a devotion on "beauty" at the Firefly Hill by the Lake and it has to be my favorite by far
-Tom Elliot saying I'm doing a great job and giving me the extra encouragement I needed to get through the week
-Catching a firefly with one hand during Closing Campfire
-One of my old camp friends, Kassi Huey surprise me while I'm pulling kids down from the RV Zip Line
-Wrestling with my Day Camp staff, Jillian, as our girls try to steal Zebra Cakes from their snack boxes
-Planning to make triangle friendship bracelets with the other two Tri Delts in Lake Village
-Seeing my partner grow so much from Week 1
-An epic heat lightning storm on Thursday night at Purdue's pedestrian crossing

Let's end on a camper quote:

"Do you use hair dye to cover your gray hairs?" -Sara, Week 3 Mohave Cabin